I feel so horrible for posting this, it's so insignificant given all that's been going on of late but I just need to vent somewhere.

I'm sure it's just pregnancy hormones but for the last couple of days I just feel stuck in a big, deep hole of bitterness and sadness that I can't climb out of. I'm so emotional and the littlest thing sets me off.

I spent most of yesterday in tears, for no good reason, and today has been spent fighting back the tears at work, again for no good reason. Or biting people's head off for no good reason.

I was a horrible mother to my little man this morning, I smacked him... twice... and not softly either and he's not here to scoop up in a big hug and tell him how much I love him and I'm sorry.

I should be happy. I have a beautiful baby growing inside me who is perfectly healthy, the most gorgeous son in the world, a wonderful husband, haven't been affected by any of the horrendous floods going on nor do I know anyone who has, I haven't been through the tragedy of losing a loved one, and yet I'm carrying on like this.

I need to get back to my happy self. I'm hoping this vent will help. Feel free to give me a kick up the bum and tell me to put my big girls pants on...

It's just the hormones right? Is anyone else feeling like this?