Yeah - my DH reckons the placenta demetia never left after DD was born! But it is certainly getting worse already and I'm only 4w4d! Left the stove on and went out twice yesterday - once even I went to work!
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Yeah - my DH reckons the placenta demetia never left after DD was born! But it is certainly getting worse already and I'm only 4w4d! Left the stove on and went out twice yesterday - once even I went to work!
Wow its nice to see im not over reacting when it comes to DP. As for men having "rocks for brains" i agree;) . Men just dont understand what us women go through.
Being pregnant means i cant have late nights(8:30 bed for me) and even when i do eventually get to sleep, i get woken up 2-3 times a night to go to the loo or i have restless legs all night long and cant sleep. I thought restless legs was caused by smoking and caffine( i guess i was wrong as ive given up both). I cant have a social drink with my friends or DP.
Because i dont work i feel bad cause DP works 5days a week and is trying to get our granny flat finished with his father. But he says im a whinger and im lazy, because we live with the in-laws i dont do much house work but i get in and do as much as i posibly can(mother-in-law likes things to be done her way).
I only whinge about the things that run through my head a million times a day(chrisie pressies,lack of money, our single bed:frown: , lack of money, baby things, my family(and lack of support from them), having no friends here, DP either rockclimbing or playing computer(no time for me:frown: )oh and lack of money).
Ahhhh!!!! That feels better;)
Hugs, girls - men really don't get it!
My DH only stopped shouting at me for not cleaning the house while he was out and not changing the bins when he heard me on the phone to my mum and she was telling me off for overdoing things - I think they really do need to hear it from someone else.
Shorty, re: the PiL, I lived with mine for a bit pre-marriage, in their home. Respect to you for coping with pregnancy and PiL at the same time, I couldn't have done it! And I get on with them as well as I do my own parents.
I lived with PIL pre-marriage and while pg. We moved out when Kimberley was 4 months old.
Wow we are having some DF/P/H issues here today! I totally agree with what you all are saying, Its not easy running around after a toddler and having you head in the loo with m/s then having to clean and cook and clean and grow another human being in your body. Hello. Lets see them do everything we do for a week! Ha like that will last...
Hats off to you shorty with living with your PILs. I did it with my DD too and i tell you it was not fun. But on the plus side it was my XPILs and i dont have to put up with them anymore! Hehehehehe.
My new PILs live in the phillipines so i am sooooo lucky. i only have to put up with my SIL... thats another story.
Better go dinner is repeating, OH the joys....
Hey Shorty, I'd move out as soon as possible if I didn't like living with my IL's ;)
Only stirring you girl, although now you have some idea as to why I moved out from home at 16.
On the housework front. I think you'll find that your MIL is happy with whatever you do, as long as it is something. Doing nothing is the worse thing that you could possibly do. And I do know that for every little thing that is done, it saves her from doing it. And for that she is very grateful, happy MIL means happy household there. And I don't like visiting when it's not happy there :D
But, if there is anything I can do to make it smoother for you there let me know. You know I will come and drag you out of the house. We can sit here on our butts and do nothing. No one can go off at us here !!!
Oh yeah BTW, there is no way in hell I'd live with my IL's, your a braver girl than me :hugs: for you
I think im luckier than others who would be in my situation cause my IL's are really supportive opposed to my parents who recentley seperated the beggining of this year. My mother is too wrapped up in her own life to acctually give a crap about whats going on with mine.
Even though this is her FIRST grandchild i thought she would give me more support. My father is alot better although thats when hes not complaining to me about my mum.
This is my IL's lucky 10th grandchlid and they are always there whenever i need them, usually when my parnets arent.:frown:
Just thought id let you all know i wasnt bad mouthing my PIL, cause i am really greatfull for all they have done for us.:)
Oh.. and i have a great SIL whos always there whenever i need her:D
YAY for the great SIL :D
Simone, I know you weren't bagging them hun. And if you want to feel free. I do it often enough ;)
I am so fed up with everything and starting to think bubs will be better on the outside world than inside me. I have had such a horrible time of things and the last two things that have gone wrong are out of my control but i keep thinking if i have bubs at least i can control things a little more than i can now. Even if it means waiting another 2wks to have her i would just be glad to have half my life back and some routine back for the other two.
Shane is nesting. Everything has to be done to the tee, and he seems to think emptying the diswasher and loading it up is more important than letting me rest without jenna screaming. Its exactly like what he did last time around with his bloody sister. He left me to labour in the basth by myself so he could put out the rubbish. FFS - liek I care about that when I am having contractions every 3mins or so.
He was gone for 40mins cause he was sorting stuff out with his sister. While I was in labour.
Its exactly the same f'ing scenario now. He has to be mr bloody physical provider make sure all the errands are done, while ignoring the fact that I'm in pain, and feeling pretty scared and alone emotionally.
ARGH!!!! I am so angry with him. He reckons he isn't gettin genough sleep to "support me" and its a crock. He even tried the whole - I need to be at 80% to support you through this labour, and at the moment I'm only at 30%.
I am going to scream at him if I dont get some of this out!! I am sure this is really conducive to a peaceful labour.
Well, everything's progressing and I think I'm started to get overwhelmed by it all. Yesterday I bawled for about 2 hours non-stop. So not sure if that's "hormones" or a return of the depression I suffered before moving to Melbourne. I'm bawling at everything good in the world, like bikies giving gifts to kids and the like.
Anyhows, DH is very ... well, I've told him, and he hugged me silently which I don't know if that means he can't think of anything to say, he's expecting this to happen or what.
I have no energy and am daunted by cleaning my house. I guess it isn't helping that yesterday DH told me we won't be upstairs when the bub's born. Which means I won't have a decent kitchen, or a laundry with a tub. At the moment I have to manoever loads of washing from the bathroom where the horrid old washing machine is to the garage and dry it there. We don't even have a washing line and he won't put up a temporary one for me. The car port has a boat and several loads of wood for the renos in there so I can't use that. The temporary line I put up on the verandah is now obscured by the shadecloth DH has put up to stop the sun coming into the lower part of the house, and I can't see into the valley from the deck at all, let alone from indside the house. I just feel like once the bub is here I'll be stuck in a 2-room place that's horrid and crowded and I won't be able to close any doors and escape from anything. We won't even have room in the bedroom to put the bub unless it sleeps in the bed with us and goddess knows where or how I'm going to bathe it as our kitchen sink is really deep and too low for my back. And that's to do the dishes - let alone wash a bub. Add to that the only way out of this place is through the garage and every time I clear a path through there, he moves crap into it. Desks, chairs, dog food bins so I can barely walk out now, let alone when I start to really waddle. I need to do washing but I can't be bothered to do it or anything. It took me a week to get the sheets from the washing machine tot he dryer last week and then I had to rearrange the entire power points system as he's charging up some stupid batteries that we don't / won't be using until the house upstairs is finished. I unplugged the batteries and got in trouble, so I had a choice - dryer, light or garage door. I need the light, but I can't open the garage door if the dryer's going and it gets too cold here to leave the garage door open all the time. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I am soooooooo determined to never post in here! *repeats to self---I love being pregnant, i love being pregnant* ;)
OH ladies, you have all of my sympathy, i hated my pregnancy with Anneliese, and after labour started at 21w and 25w i'd had enough, and just wanted her out... she came 5 weeks later. Then the guilt started... I'm sending lots of happy preggy vibes to all you ladies (cept you fi, you dont need em anymore!!) Things can only get better.. :hug:
lol Danni, I'm sure you will have to give into the erg sometime...
LOL, Danni, give in - I'm sooo grateful to be pg and love every minute, but I'm so over this stupid baby trying to ram it's way out of my stomach - feels like it's doing a run up and leaping onto the uterine wall just to escape. I swear it's worse at work because I can't stop what I'm doing and pay it attention!
Get Ready here goes.......
1. I am sick of everyone else around me including Shayne going to xmas parties and drinking and being Merry! oh I would kill for a wine! I went to a party on Saturday night and for once was the most sensible person there.... i remembered to turn the gas off on the BBQ for gawds sake! BORING
2. I want to eat some oysters , brie, wine and prawns.
3. I am sick of my body producing so much bloody gas! oUCH - all i want to eat is grapes!
4. Im at the 'is she fat or pregnant stage' and feel like a big cow.
5. 4 hours constant sleep is a god send - lucky to get 2 without having to weee all night
6. AND FINALLY - I wish i could :bd: like the nympho i have become (in pregnancy) and not worry about hurting the baby afterwards!!
hahaha Merry Xmas Everyone! mwaa
lol, good one Babushka. Im with you on the "drinking and being merry"!!!;)
Oh here i go again......
I want my back to stop being sore.. Like Shannon i cant sit, stand, lay down, pick up DS, even SHOWER without it hurting. I think i like the panadine forte suggestion as panadol doesnt work, drs app on thurs, maybe hit him up for a script!
Oh and i want to sleep! I sleep better during the day than night, i have to share the bed at night and its just not comfy... Thought about putting DS in with DF and sleeping in his room, but DS kicks and stuff, not that it would bother me! lol.
Oh and swelling of hands and feet! I have NEVER had it so bad. I got DF to massage my feet last night to reduce the swelling and aches but it made it worse! I dont know... I just cant wait just over 8 weeks to go!
haha you guys are funny :)
I am LOVING being pregnant, but so many things should be ommitted from this journey I think ;)
*Mummy loves you Junior*
i am almost at the end but a good vent never hurts!!!!
i am 38 weeks with my second, i had enjoyed the 1st and 2nd trimester of this pregnancy but as soon as i hit 3rd trimester everthing went downhill. i now have constant shooting pains up and down my right leg as well as my knee getting inflamed and very painful. i have extreme hip pain i can barely move, rolling over in bed consists of a 10 point turn with my moaning in pain, finally getting over and then realising i need to pee. i can't stand and sit for too long, this bubby was measuring 4kg at 36 weeks and the weight of the belly is soo sore. i will be so glad when this little one is evicted next thursday at 39 weeks. i cant believe i still have another week of this especially over xmas. it has been hard for my DS as i can't do all the things i used to do with him. my DH has also had to work and then come home to do some of the domestics because i physically can't do most of them.
even as i type this my whole leg is in pain and i can't get comfy at all. Please let this week go quickly so its all over!!
treena
Well I have been lurking here but am now giving in. I'm only 7w3d and have been getting all day nausea for about 2 weeks now. Its slowly getting worse to the point that driving to work is absolute torture - after an hour in the car i feel sick for about 2 hours! Haven't thrown up yet, but the nausea and headspins are making life hell. Don't feel like eating anything, but feel sick if I don't. Lat night I cooked dinner and then was turned off the smell and didn't enjoy eating it at all. :(
Caro, I think that's my main pregnancy problem - the lack of support I've had and the five gazillion different midwives who all tell me off for something different - I'm a grown woman; treat me as such! I know I've had a really easy pregnancy, especially when I read about others, but I could do with not having to remind DH that he's to wash up the pots after I spent an hour cooking for him, or just not running around at work! (Last day tomorrow, huzzah!)
Everyone has something bad about pregnancy, even if they don't want to acknowledge it. My "preg hormone attacks" have been dreadful, as has my stupid streak which means I won't ask for help unless I'm about to die otherwise (although people are still unwilling to help) and the back pain and sciatica I wouldn't wish on anyone - some people have other problems, but we all have problems. Even if we're just living in denial! And I 'd never think anyone who hated pregnancy hated the baby, BTW - I really admire you for being willing to put yourself through it all again. You're much more of a stronger woman than I!
Hi girls just sticking my head in to give belly rubs all round.
If only pregnancy wasn't such a pain to our bodies hey. While I did enjoy being pregnant, there were times that I just couldn't wait for bub to leave to womb.
Remember at the end of it all you will get a gorgeous little person to love and hold. All of this cr@p you are going through right now is so worth it.
But most of you know that already :)
Merry Christmas to you all and I hope all bubs on the inside give mummy a break over the festive season :)
Oh, I'm so glad I have read this thread!!!!!!!
I love what you said Shannon.........I am working out that I don't 'do a good pg'! I feel surprised and disappointed with myself because I couldn't wait to get pg and I always thought that I would love every second of it. Especially after having the m/c I thought I would appreciate it even more.
Don't get me wrong, I am so happy to be having a baby, and I love my growing tummy (for now anyway!). I get very excited when people notice that I'm pg. I am just not *good* at being pg IYKWIM. Thank goodness the m/s has laid off for now, otherwise I would have gone round the bend I think!
I shouldn't complain, because so many people are worse off than me.
Thanks you girls for helping me to feel normal, I really mean it :D
LOL, Caro, I didn't look at your age - I just admire anyone who has a bad pregnancy and knowingly puts themselves through it again. If I had half as bad a time as many people here I'd either just have the one, adopt or find a surrogate!
I'd be mad about your treatment too - I started off by fuming at the midwife inside my own head, but then slowly started sticking up for myself... so when I was told off for the bump being too small (after having the "urgent" scan because of small bump) I even told the nasty midwife that bump-measuring was a stupid idea! What sort of midwife tells you off for the size of your bump? I don't care what weight I have or haven't put on, or about the size of the bump, I just want a healthy baby to come out!
I think gender disappointment was why I didn't want to find out the sex - I know when I see my baby I'll be so happy that gender won't matter, whereas when it's a bump it would affect me more. It has taken me a very long time to be OK with having a "whatever" - if I'd have found out at 19 or 21 weeks what I was having, I'd have a big problem getting used to it. And even bigger if I was told the "right" gender and it came out as the "wrong" one! I'm still happy and grateful I can get pg so easily and that the baby is healthy, but even if you struggle that's no reason to not want one gender over another - I'm sure a fair few of the LTTTC girls would agree that although they just want a baby, they'd love a baby boy/girl if they could pick.
You deserve good treatment, not to be overlooked because you're pregnant; that means by know-all midwives and obs who are "busy" - that's not your fault - and by everyone around you - they should look after you more, not ignore you!
*tip toes in.... shuffles from foot to foot & then Yells!!!*
All I want for Christmas is to wake up in labour!!!
My pregnancy with Maddy was a piece of cake, it went super fast I was constantly fine, i never felt queasy, tired or lacked any motivation, I never had cramps, pains, backache or fear....
This preg I am scared & afraid about late preg loss, coz now I have read about it happening & I know it can happen to anyone!
I am nuaseas 24/7 & vomiting sporadically, I am so freaking pooped that I have barely enough energy to remember to breathe let alone function & work & run a house!
I love this baby so much it aches in my heart, but I just want to go to sleep & wake up in labour!!!! I am over it already & I hate myself for being so down when other are LTTC!!!
ok im lost now!!!
What I was meant to say.....:
I was ttc for such a long time, that I don't feel it fair for me to come in here and complain about all the difficult parts of my pregnancy. I could list a thousand things that Im struggling with, but tried to stay away. I guess I'm here now though!
Im sorry Shan if you thought I implied anything other than what I meant to say.
Im loving the fact that I will be a mother soon, but hating the fact I have to be pregnant first ;)
Awww Danni... I felt the same when I was having rotten m/s with Gab. We'd tried for so long to make her so how dare I whinge and complain?? Still... I felt like rat-sh!it... vomitting... nauseated allllll day long. It sucked for a while there! Don't feel bad.... it doesn't mean you're a horrible person. Pregnancy is no walk in the park and, for some, it's terrible. Whinge away my dear!
Me too, Tracey. In fact that's one of the things I'm referring to in my "morbid thoughts" thread (probably should have just posted in here). As it is, I'm lacking a hek of a lot of symptoms that I did have with Gab at this stage (aweful nausea, spewing, cramping etc.) so I worry all the time that maybe Little Bee has stopped growing :(:
This preg I am scared & afraid about late preg loss, coz now I have read about it happening & I know it can happen to anyone!
Caro - it's so hard not to think of the horrible things that can happen, hey? Uno it's silly and pointless to allow yourself to think of aweful things but they're there nonetheless.
Ryn - I can't believe you were told off about the size of your bump! OMG! Everyone carries differently. Hek... some women don't even look preggo at full term (thus the reason why it's possible for someone to not even know they were pregnant!). My goodness! What a silly midwife. Glad you put her back in her place!
Caro, Indah was my 2nd & Dh's 1st... half as many persons came in to meet Indah in hospital that did when I had Maddy... was it beacuse at the time I was single & tey somehow thought i needed them & now I have a Dh he is there to help, or was it that she was my second???
You cant help but wonder hey!?
I get from ppl now... Dont you know yet how it happens, maybe you should work that out so your not constantly pregnant! Or so your only going for a boy I guess!?
It ****es me right of... Ofcourse i know how it happens & 3 in my eyes isnt enough, not too many!!! Grrrrr! I'd have had 6 I think had I met Dh earlier!!! & NO I DONT WANT A BOY! I want a baby!!!!!!!!
I love being pg other than all my hospital visits and the waiting to see if i get PE worse than it already is. I hope i don't have much longer to wait in the NY to hold our little girl.
My other two pregnancies where easy other than getting PE. I guess that's what i get for not getting m/s ;)
Tracey i am the same if i met DH earlier we would go on and have 4 but i don't think i can put myself through that well at the moment i can't ask me again in another year.
Caro - friends of mine that have had 2 or more say they get less and less interest with each child. I think people only make a massive fuss with your first baby. It's sad but, for some reason, it's seen as an amazing milestone. Any consequent children are just par for the course :(
I've moved away from my friends and family (2.5 hours away) so this time IS different but it's hard to compare. Would it seem different if I was still living in Geelong? More than likely!
I'm just amazed at the interest we're getting from DP's side of the family. They even cried when we told them we were pg!
My side doesn't really show emotion, plus they're in Brissie, so its hard to say what their reaction is. But I have a feeling if the first one's a girl and then the second a boy, there will be a lot of interest, as it will be the first boy on both sides to "carry the name" so to speak.
Deb, when I had Joel my room was full of presents and gifts. I guess everyone wanted to see the "baby" with the baby. By the time I had Brandon most of Shane's (ex) family didn't even bother coming in, and some of mine didn't either.
Noah, our (mark and I) first baby, but even then only his immediate family came to visit. My family and friends all came again. Again it was different with Tehya, not sure it was becasue she was born at home and we had no hospital time. Thankfully we didn't have a sudden influx of people all at once, rahter gradually over the first week or so.
My family were very happy when I announced my 2nd, 3rd and 4th pregnancies. Especially my last one :)
DP's family weren't so happy, but tough bikkies to them.
As long as you and your hubby's are happy, who cares what others think. It's their loss. Who can resist a gorgeous newly born baby. I know I can't.
Yep it's infuriating Kate... But also the "OOOH #3, you should find out what causes it!"
It really P!sses me off, why do persons with 1, 2, 3, 4 or 10 kids constantly comment to me that having a 3rd is TOO many!.
It's not even ppl with only 1 or 2 kids, it's ppl with numerous kids!!??? Why is/was it Ok for them to have many, but for us it's like a curse!?
PS. I think I am constipated & that sux too about being preg....
For most of my pregnancy I've felt like a fraud. Almost no bouts of m/s (maybe 3 bouts), no sore BB's, none of the common complaints. Then I got edema somewhere along the line - never thought anything of it. It got worse. I finally remembered to tell my Ob and got such a talking to because my BP just happened to be sky high that visit. Thankfully - I now have recognisable feet again (courtesy of the cooler weather). Now well and truly into the third semester, I'm suddenly getting a massive onslaught of back pain... and isn't that lovely.... I feel like I've got a compressed nerve in my backside and sitting is just not nice. Standing for too long kills my legs and feet and makes the edema worse. Lying down is not an option most of the time. I'm sick of not being able to sleep - although I keep telling myself it is just training for when Bubs gets here.
And then there's DH. Granted he tries (mostly my nerves) and has been much better around the house since I got PG. But does this man not know when to stop working? Drives me mental! I can handle most of that but I can't handle him not getting off his backside and working on the second hand cot and change table he talked me into buying so that he could do them up and "bond with the baby". Fair enough. But these items have been sitting in the shed for about 3 months and he hasn't done ONE THING to them! I want them in the nursery - preferably BEFORE the baby arrives! But his good points do outweigh his bad (love you hon).
Oh - then there's my family. Where do I start? My stupid brother got his partner pregnant AGAIN and are having their 4th baby. When I first got PG I posted about this in the boo hoo thread but in short, they can't afford one kid let alone 4, they don't look after the kids and most of the time they aren't even clothed appropriately (shorts only without anything else on a freezing winter's day) or feed properly. My brother does drugs etc etc etc. The best bit about their pregnancy? They're due 3 days after me and expect everyone to coo and gaa over them (mind you, I haven't told them I'm PG because I don't want them in my life let alone the baby's. Only know what they're up to because my lil sister can't handle it and calls me for support). Anyway, they've now split. My brother is going down the same path as my mother did threatening suicide if he can't see the kids. Brilliant. I've kept out of it so my Dad tried to tell me I'm selfish because I won't call them or get involved (i.e. give them money - which I don't have to give). Dad only tried that once. But then there is the general lack of interest from my father about my pregnancy. His 4th or 5th grandchild (depending on who has their baby first) but my first child and he has shown little interest. I call him after every appointment to update him but he has never called to see how I'm doing - even when DH went away with the Army (did I mention all my family is interstate?). My IL's are more into the pregnancy than my Dad is. It's their first grandchild but they won't even come over after the birth. Oh, and then there's MIL telling me my baby is going to die in labour if I don't miscarry during the pregnancy. Thanks heaps. Even with all their fears and apprehension, my IL's call regularly (even though we call them after every appointment as well) to see how we're doing. They call whenever DH is away even though they hate the Army and his involvement. My Grandma is the only one who has offered support and she had open heart surgery not long ago followed by a massive infection where they took the graft from her leg and nearly lost it. My Grandparents and Aunt are more excited about this pregnancy than anyone else!
Then there's the fire brigade. What a bunch of outdated men! As soon as they discovered I was PG they tried to stop me from doing EVERYTHING even though I had medical clearance! I lasted 7 months and then put in for leave. Morons. They made me so mad. But I'm spewing that I'm not off fighting these fires. I'm peeved that I'm missing all my normal training (not fire brigade related) and struggle to walk on a flat path let alone try anything I would have done before! I'm sick of maternity clothes. I'm sick of people's comments on the size of my belly (And I've only put weight on in my thighs and tummy). I'm sick of people telling me I won't be able to work until 2 weeks prior to my EDD as I'm planning because they simply don't think I can. I'm sick of people judging me for having already picked child care and booked in to go back to work in July (I only work two days a week!).
but most of all, I'm sick of feeling like a fraud!!! I want my baby here now please. No really, then maybe my life can resemble some normalness. What on earth am I saying? There will be no such thing as normal ever again!!!! ROFL.
Sorry for the length girls. I feel much better now!
Love MG
Oh MG i dunno what to say... except your MIL is not nice, DH better pull his finger out and for the fire brigade Bah to them they dont know a thing about pregnancy! They are mostly men and very shovanistic by the sounds of them.
As for your brother and SIL OMG i wouldnt of told them either! I mean why should you. Im glad someone is happy for you with your aunt and grandparents.
How is your grandmother doing now? I hope she is ok.
Luv Jen
Jesus MG where does MIL get off saying that sort of thing... and for your brother wow girl i dont blame you for not saying anything and he needs to help himself before anybody trys to help him... You need to concentrate on your health and your life not his!!
Caro: with your foot, have you been to emergency or the GP about it? have you had xray on it?? There has to be something someone can do you cant live with your foot like this? Where abouts in WA are you?? What hospital you booked at?? *if you dont mind me asking* I could try to help you out if you need someone.
I was determined today would be a better day - a new day and all. Instead I bawled my eyes out for three hours over NOTHING. I'm over this hormone thing! 7 weeks to go, 7 weeks to go....
Thanks for the support about my MIL girls - but don't worry, I ignore her 99.9% of the time! It's just annoying when you put it all together... Dad, brother, IL's, Grandparents health, DH's work hours, ignorant old men...
Jen Grandma is doing really well. Her leg has pretty much healed and she can travel again (she's going to QLD to see one of my Uncles) but I still couldn't ask her to come and help me out considering what she's been through recently (I'm a tad protective of my Gran!). I hope you're having a better day - I read your post in our due thread - are you ok?
Caro How is your foot hon? Have you been to the physio? Or have you booked into an orthopedic specialist? I wish I was there to help you out.
WOW MG I'd have slapped MIL, what a cruel & disgusting thing to say, she's sounds vile!
As for your Bro, I got a younger Sister like that & I just dsopnt ahve time for her & her crap.... She's also the one that said she hates the name I have chosen for a boy! Like I give a toss what she has to say, I wish she'd just dissappear!!!
Caro, I really hope you get some relief soon....
Im over this!!!! I am going to have a bit of a vent about my pregnancy.......... I hate throwing up.. that is all that I seem to be doing lately!! I dont know what to eat when I get hungry cause everything makes me feel sick and then I get too hungry and then I throw up. I had a major incident just before and then I started crying. Its been the worst one yet and I just want it to go away!!! I want to know what I want to eat, I want to be able to go somewhere without being worried that I am going to get hungry and throw up. I really want to know what to have for dinner, cause I dont have a clue and it is dinner time now!!! ahhhh.. going insane. DP asked me just now, what did I expected - that everything would be fine and I wouldnt feel like this?! How am I meant to know what things will be like as I have never been pg!! Oh and then he asked "I thought it was only meant to be morning sickness!!"
ahhh sorry for my vent, very emotional and hungry and just want to cry..