Oh where to begin...

Last night I stood in my bra and new jeans that don't really fit properly and cried because I was going out and I had NOTHING to wear and I was too tired to go anyway, and now that I was crying all the makeup I had spent time doing was washing off my face and Im fat....
These days most of my tears are either clothes related or VBAC related!

With Izzy I would often sob into my dinner night after night for no known reason... couldn't tell you why!