Its bloody awful when you no longer believe that if you do everything you're supposed to, then your body just does what it is intended to do. I remember having to walk past groups of pregnant women smoking at the hospital entrance after another loss and boy, the desire to smack them all was pretty intense.

It is so hard and it is so completely unfair when you are robbed of what should be a joyous experience, but hang in there lovely. It is your turn to bring home a beautiful, snuggly warm bub.

Its great you're having regular monitoring, but if you need just another quick peek in between scheduled scans if you're having a bad day, don't hesitate to contact your hospital/OB. Your mental/emotional wellbeing is paramount.