Trying to stay positive, but im so scared.

**Anila** · May 3rd, 2009, 10:43 AM

I am trying to stay positive, and listen to my own advice, but i am really freaking out right now, i am in tears, and blank, just blank.

On friday i had a sharp pain, i thought it was weird, but it faded after about a min, then about 15 min later i started spotting pink, later in the evening in went a brown pink, so i thought that maybe it was breakthrough bleeding, then Sat morning it was light, but still there and more brown than anything, it got a bit heavier at 2 am this morning, and was more pink than brown this time, about 30 min ago, it was bright red, and now i am thinking the worse, its not heavy yet, and i pray that it doesnt get heavy.

I am 6 weeks today from lmp, so i actually could be only 5 weeks, as i think i od late.

Im not sure why im typing this, im just trying not to freak out.
Hubby wants to wait before going to the hospiatal, as he says it will all be ok and that bubba is fine.
He was not my partner when i had my first angel baby, so this is all new to him, and there really isnt anything a hospital can do at this early stage.

I suppose im just want some sticky vibes ...

**Arimeh** · May 3rd, 2009, 10:46 AM

All the stickiest vibes in the world to you hon

xxx

I

that this is nothing serious and its a sticky little bubba!!

**~Serenity~** · May 3rd, 2009, 10:51 AM

Babe im soooo soorryyyyy this is happening to you im sending you lots of sticky vibes and all the love and hugs in the world!!!!!!!

**Manhattan** · May 3rd, 2009, 10:53 AM

Anila, sending you all the positive and sticky vibes i can muster! I pray this bub is a sticky one

**ubba82** · May 3rd, 2009, 10:57 AM

Oh anila, this must be very scary for you. Make an appointment to see your GP for tomorrow and have a chat. They may suggest you get a series of HCG bloods done over the course of the week. Try not to see that insensitive GP you saw last time though. Try and take it easy today and get the family to look after you.

xx