Just a bit of a vent after I had yet another dream about having a miscarriage last night that had me wake up in tears and unable to go back to sleep.

This must be the fourth time I've had a really vivid dream about miscarrying during this pregnancy, it's so horrible. Obviously it's because I'm really scared about losing my baby, but why does my stupid brain keep doing it to me? I've had enough - I get it!

It takes me a while after I wake up to realise that it was just a dream and I am still pregnant.