Thanks ladies!!
I didn't get to sleep until after 4 last night and have been awake since 7. Boo!

I think I am frustrated because I KNOW how hard it is going to be!!! I have 4 nephews and a niece that I have spent lots of time with and my sister in law and sister have prepared me for what's ahead in a nice way. I know its going to be ridiculous sometimes but I also know I will get those amazing moments that make it all worth it.
I just hate being told I'm going to fail before I can even try.

I appreciate all the encouragement!!! I am all alone in Toowoomba with no friends (and I mean NO friends) and no family (we are with defense and just moved here) so its good to have support on here!