I was worried through the entire pregnancy that something would go wrong. When I spotted early on I thought it was all over as it had been before, got over that then it happened again... same thoughts. Then I was convinced there'd be no heartbeat when I had a scan because of the spotting. There was a heartbeat. When it was the NT scan I was convinced there'd be no heartbeat. Again there was a heartbeat. Then I had an amnio and was worried I'd miscarry. I didn't. Every odd pain would make me worry. Once movement started if I didn't feel movement for a few days I'd worry, later on if I didn't feel it for a few hours I'd panic. Even during labour I remember thinking "the baby is dead" just because it took them a while to find the heartbeat on a couple of occasions.

I wasn't convinced all would go well until Brock was in my arms. If I could do it over I would try to stop worrying about everything, which turned out to be nothing, and enjoy the pregnancy to it's full extent because before you know it, it's all over and done with.