Thank you everyone for sharing how you felt too. It is sort of reassuring to know that I am not the only one who feels like this. I guess, even 3+ years since finding out we needed IVF, I am still coming to terms with it. I talk about it with other people but none of my closest friends have had IVF or similar trouble TTC.

To those without babies yet, it is so much harder for you. Sending you lots of

I was thinking about this the other day and I realised a lot of it is jealousy. I want what they have (an easy conception). I think I need to let go of wishful thinking and accept my lot in life. I have been blessed with children, no matter how they came.