Can't shake that old feeling................

[Possums]

Nic, I'm late replying to this, but I wanted you to know that from a LTTTCers perspective, you don't sound ungrateful...your feelings seem normal! so don't feel bad...and look forward to happy times in the future, accept the things that have happened, and accept how you feel about them as totally understandable and ok x

[Nicole S]

Thanks hun for understanding
I think that LTTTC is one of those things that stick with you for life, which I am starting to think is not so bad and can really make you appreciate what you do have.
xx

[Possums]

I think you are right, and it's useful for me to hear your perspective and to probably get a handle on that now too...rather than expecting some of this baggage to suddenly disappear whenever it is i am lucky enough to have a baby...i realise now, some of it will always be part of me now