I had wanted 4 children, I have a step son, naturally conceived DD 4, and now ICSI princess 3 months. Unfortunately, there won't be another.

I can't put myself or my husband through the ups and downs of IVF again. It nearly tore us apart, and I have never felt so emotionally exhausted in my life, even now with sleepless nights.

I wish I had the strength to go again, but we were lucky first go last time, and I'm not about to push my luck again.