Oh just remembered something a friend told me about anxiety for LTTCers when pregnant. She was told by a doctor that of course she will find pregnancy an anxious time, she was wishing for and trying for a baby not a pregnancy. I found that really resonated with me. We always imagine a baby when we are LTTC or the two lines on an HPT. We never actually imagine or envision 9 months of pregnancy. We sometimes can barely imagine how we will react to the two lines let alone the stresses and strains of actually being pregnant and being that way for 9 months!