So true S. I wonder if there's a bit of 'survivors guilt' in there as well - each time I've gotten that BFP, I could give you a dozen names of women who had been trying longer than me who deserved it more.

PX / Maruschke - nail on head woman. I said something similar in a blog post once, TTC and pregnancy doesn't lead to a baby, I wish I knew what did *sad smile*

Ahurani - try and get excited hun You're never gonna get this time back, and it's a beautiful, magical time. Nobody in their right mind would hold it against you, and nobody feels you don't deserve it either