What you are feeling is sooooo incredibly normal after LTTTC! Its been a battle to get this little miracle and its so hard to shift from the mind set that something 'will go wrong', or that 'someone will take it away', you can only take each day as it comes and slowly but surely you will bond, inch by inch with this precious being.
You DESERVE this child, you DESERVE the love that this child will have for you and you DESERVE every little growth and movement and kick that will come. If you have battled LTTTC then you deserve a lifetime of beauty and amazing times with this child and you will have them in time. You are not ungrateful or unworthy, you are scared and that is understandable!
I was certain Id be ecstatic about my pregnancy if it ever happened and Id never complain of sickness, my pregnancy quite simply, almost killed me and it was hard, I didnt feel much for this thing that was making me so sick and whilst I thought scans were cool and cute, I never pieced that this little bubba was in ME, despite the enormous belly
Pregenancy is such a hard time and for us LTTTC people it lasts far too long for our nerves and terror. But know that very soon you will stare deep into that tiny little humans sleepy eyes and you will be amazed at what a spectacular little person you have created and nurtured for 40ish weeks.
You do deserve this and you are going to be an incredible mumma
Last edited by Lily Dust; November 21st, 2010 at 07:57 AM.
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