sadly i think it's part and parcel of being a long termer or having been through a miscarriage/loss. the innocence is just gone from everything. we tend to live with apprehension rather than being able to embrace the happiness we would feel if we'd not been through so much to get to that point
try and embrace the fact you're pregnant, and not dwell on the negatives as much as possible. celebrate every little milestone.
I was the same with this IVF baby, we had a 10 weeks loss prior to the IVF cycle & I was just so uncertain that I couldn't be happy & excited until I knew that everything was ok. Even now at 37 weeks I'm still nervous that there could be something wrong.
Hang in there, as soon as you see that little heart flickering away some of the anxiety will disappear.
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