Hi my lovely ladies,

Thankyou so very much for the hugs & birthday wishes and messages of support! I'm feeling very loved at the moment! Talk about warm fuzzies...

It's been a tough couple of days. I know I should know better than to place so much emphasis on one cycle but I really honestly thought this was it! But never mind, now that I think of it, it probably was a little early yet, going to enjoy a little more one-on-one time with my little guy for now.

Don't think I'll complain, really can't see it getting me anywhere. But Barney, thanks for the tip, I presume you mean Next Gen at Westmead? I actually looked into them before this cycle. They are definitely cheaper, my main concern is getting our frozen sperm from Newcastle to Westmead. When I enquired about it they said they could lend me an esky??? I might look further & see if maybe there's some kind of cryo courier service?


Oh, my heart goes out to you love. you try not to get your hopes up and try to "be happy with my special one" but you just know you are fooling yourself and it's just as bad as the first time round.
Grub, you really hit the nail on the head for me. And other people's insensitive comments really don't help. Can you believe after my BT one of the nurses at the clinic actually proceeded to tell me I should count my blessings as she had 2 kids 18 months apart and that it really was hell so I was lucky???

Anyway the teething monster is in full swing here, we've got 2 coming in at once. It ain't pretty. I think I should take out stock in Nurofen LOL. they pop through soon!

Saph: loved the chest-hair incident, definitely had me giggling! I have a funny moment to share too. Late yesterday I was in a bit of a grey cloud and feeling pretty down. Well DS put a stop to that real quick. I was undressing him for his shower and all of a sudden he sat up, pulled down my singlet top, stuck his head in my cleavage and blew the hugest raspberry! I was . Hmmmm I wonder who taught him that? Probably the same person that has taught him to snap my bra straps

Anyway must head off, time for a certain someone's toast. Just wanted to say thank you again and let you know how much I truly appreciate the support here.