ohhhh boc hun things havent been all that good for us in 2010 the photo is actually of my second eldest now jessika and she too is living with my mum and is due to have her little boy in march but she will not get that far as bub is breech and huge so they are going to give her a c/s sooner as my dear boc shes only 14 and a half yrs old. ssoooo things have not been all that good as i did not want this pg to continue at all she is a baby herself and it caused a lot of family problems ..though we have all sorted things out now the baby is on its way and i guess we have to deal with it..i will not be raising these babies ive made it very clear ,mum will be doing it all as shes the one who thinks and thought it was ok to let these girls get pg.i love the 2 eldest girls to death but they have now lived with my mum for ever sophie has been with my mum since she was 2 and jess about 4 so a long time im more like a big sister to them pair as i was ever so young and not good when i had them pair so thank god for my mum ..she is a wonderful mum and does do her best sooo thats all i ask.as for jaymee and courtney they will always be with coop and me and charlie.so there you go a bit of smithy history also the reason mum has alsways had the girls is that i had server pnd with them both couldnt cope my ex was a twat and could keep his hands to himself ,i was addicted to drugs and really didnt care much.but here we are all these yrs later ..im a brillant wife,mummy,daughter,im clean off drugs for 7 yrs dont drink and i try hard..i have copped so much **** for leaving my kids with my mum for all these yrs but i tell ya what no im older and wiser i dont care what anyone thinks .ive neva been judged here on bb ,as i know i did the best thing for my girls.ok so there we go finally i tell the truth