murph - geez lady. you really aren't holding up the super mum illusion if you can't type grammatically correct while nursing. what is the world coming to! lol. I can't do anything but watch TV and read a book while nursing cos he's such a fuss pot. Hey great news on the loo! always good to have lovely neighbours when you live remotely like you do.

Janie - My address is 1 Need a Good Massage,
Harried Wife Lane,
Desperate, NSW 2000
Please send husband and tell him to bring food

serously, your holiday sounds D-E-V-I-N-E! And what a good baby Jas was to sleep for you. Bet you got lots of great shots of her in some amazing places lol.

kelly - I lurve the look on her face. That girl gonna give you lip when she's older hahhaahaha

smithy - how is charlie trundling? obviously the poo is better but are you both well? how old is she now?

Green - I would have been livid at my DH if he were to ditch me for 3 weeks at this stage. Men! Did you sort anything out from your barney? If you are feeling tired and trapped at home now, you probably could do with his support. But i know what you mean... when you take into account the last few weeks of pregnancy when you hardly leave the house through exhaustion and then the hospy time and first few weeks finding your feet you realise you've been in those 4 walls for months!

I've been going a bit stir crazy and have said to DH we HAVE to do at least one thing out of the house every weekend cos i need to see the world! i hope you get some rest darling.

Just remember he won't be like this forever, in fact only a couple of weeks really and he'll change his feed/sleep pattern. The good thing about bubs I suppose is they change so often.

neptune - how are you guys going. doing anyting this weekend?

hi Marcellus and Acacia! and Lenny and bw and all the lovely mummies (don't you just hate the term yummy mummy ugh).

afm - we are well, mostly. Feeding Ash is a battle ground and I'm feeling very defeated atm. i know i said i'd try to relax a bit but its hard. I don't know if maybe i'm forcing it when he doesn't want it or what. not sure. he fed well this morning and didn't even cry! But when he woke at 4am (3hrs after his last feed) i changed his nappy and offered him boob... he fussed and cried and carried on. I was tired so thought, too bad kid and put him back to bed. He promptly fell asleep and woke at 6.30am and fed well. So wonder if I'm offering it too much iykwim. oh i'm so confused. Only know i can't keep doing what we are doing, it's wearing me down. I also think he's in the middle of changing his pattern of feed/sleep and we had a huge week of visitors and an enitre day out of the house so none of that has helped.

oh dear. RAMBLING!

DH is taking me for chai today yayay. and I managed to leaave the house without Ash for the first time! got my hair cut looking snazzy now ladies lol.