oh Janie! the biggest hugs for you. I can't even imagine how incredibly scary that whole episode would have been love. YOu did make me smile when you said "at least it's not chicken pox"... always best to look at the positives i suppose lol.

i suffered fits as a child and outgrew them (was wrongly diagnosed as epileptic) so i completely understand the fear and concern you now have.

I really wish i could just give you a real hug love. I'm glad it doesn't seem to have done any serious damage to your precious girl.

bdt - i just want to applaud you for feeding your girls like you do. you are a champion. i can barely handle one!

hi to all the girls.

question - When (if) did you get AF back post birth (BG i'd really love to hear your experience if you can share?) and what was it like?

i *think* i got af yesterday but it's so awfully heavy and horrible and I've been having nausea and dizzy spells that i went to ghe docs yesterday. I was told it's either an infection (another one!); a pregnancy/miscarrriage (ha!); or AF and am to wait and see if the bleeding gets lighter. Anyway i feel really terrible atm but am hopeful its just AF (that really bodes well for FET at the end of the year! while breastfeeding still )

ox