Oh Girls,

Thank you all so much. You have NO IDEA how much comfort your words bring me right now...

A Klein Spitz is very similar to a pomeranian but slightly bigger, different shaped nose and doesnt shed or smell doggie Our Bob "The Butterball" Trimbole (his "circus" pseudonom lol) aka Troublesome Bob (when being a ratbag) or Lil Bob as he was generally known really was our sourrogate baby. He was with me all day every day and was a perfect little pooch who lived to please. Everyone loved him. DH is totally and utterly shattered. My heart is so broken and I have been sobbing since it happened. We will be getting him back in a few days in a beautiful urn with pawprints and locks of his fur. I think they are putting his fur in a locket for me so i can have him with me all the time.

We just had him for such a short time, it seems so unfair. I still cant shake the feeling that we failed him by leaving him alone. Maybe we could have helped him if we had been there. DH keeps saying that he killed him The garage he was in was airconditioned and there was no poison or anything around. If he had been bitten by a snake or spider he would have shown signs of it so we dont think that happened. Even if he had choked on something there would be signs, surely. I truely believe it was a heart attack. We decided against an autopsy because well, hes gone and it wont help knowing if it was something that we could have prevented or helped with. To know that for sure would just make it SO very much worse...

Again, thank you all so much for being there for me at a time when you should just be hearing happy, fun things. It honest means so much to me.

Grub - that is one GORGEOUS baby. The only thing that has bought a smile to my face since the hideous event.

Hugs everyone,

Me.