I absolutely agree....I long journey to have a baby, whether you end up having one through IVF or miraculously conceive naturally after thinking you couldn't, leaves you more anxious/prone to worry, more likely to cherish and feel relief at every milestone...and you don't take things for granted. The innocence you would have had if you had conceived quickly and had a trouble free pregnancy is gone. Sometines I wish I had that innocence, but there is not getting it back.

Right now,l I just wish I didn't know so much information (especially about my own hormone levels!!)....because it's just more to worry about.

I feel quite separate from women who have conceived easily...sometimes even defensive and a bit angry still. Funny emotions just well up sometimes. And people who havent been through this absolutely DO NOT GET IT.

hope you are all doing well this weekend anyway!
I am back to the OB tomorrow to discuss the good scan the 'out of the norm' BT results.