Hi ladies,

Still here - had a lovely morning at a friends house then went home quickly before acupuncture and found an email saying a woman in my mums to be group had her baby two weeks early (the second person in the group to go early, the first was 4 weeks early!!). Well nasty old me had a very bad reaction and was so cross and upset I just wanted to kick something and have a cry. This woman also went through IVF so you'd think i'd be a bit more compassionate, nope, not green eyed monster Lise. Luckily I had acupuncture so went and whinged to my acupuncturist who was very lovely and did a few things to help calm and relax me. I know it's not even my due date yet but i'm so over it emotionally, i'm really irritable, restless, cranky, lethargic and just plain awful really, I don't know how DH is putting up with me, poor thing. I want to do stuff but say no to everything he suggests. I got cross at him on Saturday for going to hockey and a boys night out, even though he didn't drink at all. I hate being at home by myself but can't be bothered socialising. Oh so contrary.

So apologies but i'm not going to do any persies - you'd probably rather I didn't share my crankiness with you all so until I have something nice to say I just won't say anything other than to say hope you're all doing better than me