HUGE Congrats Renee - a beautiful name for your little girl!
Well done on your sounds like quite a complicated birth. Be kind to yourself (I remember the 18 different opinions from the midwives on breastfeeding and everything else) - formula isn't the worst in the world, and if the breastfeeding works out, that's fabulous, but if you have problems with it doesn't quite work out as you may have hoped, Ava will be just fine.
xxx