Hi girls,

I have been TTC for 2 years. Lately it's been doing my head in. AF was due right about now but this morning I got impatient and did a test. Came back with a very faint +ve line. I should be happy, positive etc that this is it - yet I don't feel that way at all. Don't want to get my hopes up and have af come and be disappointed yet again. And what if it does turn out to be positive??? I am terrified that I have waited for so long that something bad is sure to happen, after all I have had 2 good pregnancies - so that must mean I am due for a miscarriage or something right?? (By the way I know this is totally illogical but my brain is in fast forward at the moment).
And now I wish I hadn't tested at all because if af comes now I will be devastated knowing I was so close....
Ahhhh!!!!
Thanks for listening.