m2b
It sounds like you're struggling quite a bit at the moment. Hope the counselling and support services are helpful for you - glad to hear you're enjoying your little girl.
Sometimes we're lucky and get a good group for MG, and sometimes we don't. It is really hard to understand anything unless you've been there (or know someone who has maybe), and like Lenny says, it doesn't just go away.

On FB stuff - try not to take that sort of thing personally. It's really easy to take a knock when we're feeling down, but quite frankly people write the stupidist **** online sometimes and it's really all about them and their 'issues'.