I wish you all the best for a BFP asap.... but being a mother to only one child is still amazing. Actually reading your post made me think back to my mum when I was a child. I was an only child and I have great memories of spending time with my mum (who died when I was 11). Your little girl will have great memories of you. I think it's so wonderful that you have a strong connection with your baby. She'll cherish that forever. Trust me.