Hi there,
just letting you know how I am going. Much the same, what a long week it has been and it is only Friday. I was very low on Monday, better on Tuesday and feeling a whole lot better today. Working for Wed and Thurs was the best thing to keep my mind off the whole issue of my little Banana Peanut.
I have sore BB's off and on, and slight nausea at times, it has sort of decreased as the week has gone on. I think that I am prepared for the worst, so that I can cope with it.
My DH comes home today which is fantastic.

I don't want to get ahead of myself or make you feel like I am giving up but this is it. If my little one hasn't pulled throught this week we have decided enough is enough. I have had too much in the last 4 years to deal with. Our lives are on hold and I can't do it anymore. We have one more embryo waiting for us but it can wait until Mum and Dad are in a better head space. I love this little Banana Peanut and the thought of it ending like this is way too much.
Thanks for you messages of support and positive thinking. I am trying to keep positive but realistic at the same time.
Thanks again
I will let you know how the Ultra sound goes on Monday