Last night the inevitable happened, I miscarried. I was starting to get worried because I had been having really bad lower back pain for days and was worried about it possibly being related to another eptopic I rang my dr and found out that my HCG levels had dropped from 27 to 21 and a few hours later I started the bleed.

I have an appointment to see my dr on Monday and he told me last week that once this pregnancy was over he would have a series of blood tests run to try and find out what is going on. I don't know what to do from here I'm terrified that these 3 losses are going to mean that my chances of having another baby is very remote. But I'm not ready to give up yet. I just have to hope and pray that the last 15 months hasn't been for nothing.