Not a strange question but I kind of feel the same way about that other little embie that didn't survive as I do about my other 5 that were put in that didn't take before.

I feel a closeness to them however I also believe that though beautiful they just were not meant to be. This little one however was strong enough to survive and was ready to become part of this world.

I have to agree with infinity though..it is truly a remarkable gift that we are given to see our children right from the beginning. It certainly puts a positive light on IVF which I love. Many, many people never get that chance.

Just my take on things!

Best of luck with everything xx