For me it was quite the opposite, I wanted to stay as far away from medical intervention as possible. I wanted to prove, mostly to myself, that my body was capable of doing something it was designed to do. Eeven after having had a c/s with Alexzander I was so sure of myself & so sure I could do it this time round. When my VBAC didn't work I was absolutely determined to breastfeed Juliette because of IVF & the c/s. It was a selfish reason to begin with & I struggled with a lot of pain in the first three months & Aaron just didn't understand why. I am a woman, I am supposed to be able make babies, birth them vaginally & feed them.... I missed the boat on two of those so no matter what hell I went through I was going to feed my baby.