Well here I am again. Some pretty amazing things happened to me this week. First, I got to 5 weeks! Every moment of this pregnancy is a blessing.

Second I got to make a pregnancy ticker - my first ever! I still can't work out how to put it in my signature, but it was the most awesome feeling looking at the ticker and realising it was talking about my pregnancy!

Third, and probably the most significant - I realised when I wiped after going to the loo, that I wasn't expecting to see blood, and I wasn't filled with dread before I looked at the paper. But rather, happy that I didn't see blood and happy the pregnancy was still here.

That is a pretty cool achievement in my battle with my fear and anxiety and I feel almost like I am 20 ft tall right now.

However I find I am worrying about things that have not been a party of my pregnancies journey so far.... the biggest fear is of an ectopic pregnancy at the moment. It's irrational, but it's just such a pervasive fear.

Anyway, that's me for now.

God speed little chicken. Every day we have with you is a blessing.