Hi I've just found out I'm 5 weeks

3 years ago I had ID twins boys who were born at 22 weeks, and died shortly afterwards.

In that 3 years, my marriage has broken up...and I have a new partner, we've been together nearly 18 months.

I also have a 4 1/2 year old with my ex husband.

I'm quite terrified about being pg, although I always wanted to have more children since loosing the twins. My ex DH didn't feel the same way and that added to stress, grief, etc.

As yet we haven't shared our very recent news with anyone, and don't plan to until the first trimester is passed.

I know it's quite normal to be anxious already, just wanted to be amongst those who know and understand.

Today I've been feeling really 'heavy' which isn't making me feel all that confident, I guess I'll just have to wait and see how things go.

Thanks for listening