Thanks Mia and Mich, I went to the Drs today and did a urine test which resulted in a very dark positive, so Im still pg which is great. I was then asked to do some blood tests but I said I didnt want to because Ive BTDT before, had great results and yet still m/cd anyway. My Dr was great and really understanding, so when I asked for a referral for an u/s he didnt hesitate to give me one. I'll have the u/s in 2/3 weeks (at around 8 weeks) and when I can summon up the courage to face it.

I started preparing myself for bad news in the waiting room today and that made me realise Im already attached to this pg, even though Ive tried not to be. Im just glad I got through today alright.