Yas - Are you having another BT? :hug: I'm sos orry. It's not fair.
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Yas - Are you having another BT? :hug: I'm sos orry. It's not fair.
:hug: Yas
Oh Yas :hug: thinking of you xoxo
I'm so sorry Yas :hug:
Oh no Yas. I am so so sorry to hear this. Its just not fair, I am in tears for you.:cry:
Thinking of you Yas. Fingers crossed that you are wrong and everything is ok.
Oh no Yas.... sending you lots of love and strength xoxo
sorry to hear that yas, xx
So sorry Yas, I hope you get some definitive answers soon. Hugs and thoughts are with you x
Thanks girls. I'm doing ok, there's nothing I can do but wait so I am pupo ATM. My gorgeous BF came over with her miracle bub (Jett- or rocket man as I call him :) ) and brought me chocolate and we had Maccas for tea, talked **** till 11 and I feel so much better. I can't control the outcome but luckily I have some beautiful online and IRL people holding my hand. Thankyou girls xxxx
:hug: Thinking of you Yas. xx
Yas- thats good, glad to hear jett is going well too. You are right, we can't control the outcome so just have to manage as best we can.
Porsche- I can't believe you are the same- maybe its normal then?? *clutching at straws*. I haven't told DH either, theres no reason, he can't help and will just stress. We've barely talked about the pregnancy at all this time, i think we are both so guarded now. Is your BT today? Good luck if it is. I am not going to have any more testing as I can't cope with the stress right now and what will be will be. I knowexactly how you arefeeling if it is any consolation xxx
Diamond girl- thaks hun x
Possummagic- soooo good to see you hun, thanks for dropping in with words of reassurance. I#m not worried about lack of symptoms per se, as I didn't hae any at this stage in my last pregnancy, just the fact that I had symptoms prior to and day of BT, that have gone. Oh well wait and see. Hows your little one going??
hi Maruschke, Alison, Rockingbaker, Mia, Mich, chepie and anyone i missed xx
afm- still not much to report, except I became an aunty for the first time today! Yay! Won't see my niece for a while though cos they live in UK.
On a bad note, we are going to have to put my 5yo cat to sleep this week as he is in end stage renal failure, have been awake all night crying about it, he has been my rock through all my years of ttc and ivf, really devastated to lose him. So I can't really think aobut this pregnancy at the moment, will have to stress about it at a later date lol.
Mia - you must be excited about Monday, from the sounds of the scan, things will be all good :wiggle:
Saffy and Porsche - reading your posts about the anxiety -it was exactly how I felt a few weeks ago :hug: There is nothing you can do to make it go away but I found for me the best thing was to not think very far ahead. I set milestones (usually my next appointment) and worked on getting through every day until then, then set a new milestone. I'm still very anxious but things are getting better. Sending you lots of strength x
Saffy - In regards to the obsessing over symptoms. Ugh -tell me about it - My pregnancy symptoms were very mild but earlier I would have noticeably tender boobs for a couple of days and tiny bits of brief nausea, then for a couple of days, I couldn't even get my boobs to hurt if I hit them and stomach felt normal. Then the mild symptoms would come back. I freaked out every time, sure it was all over. All I can say is try not to obsess. And soooooooooooooo sorry about your kitty cat :cry:
Yas - glad you had some great "girl time" last night. Still thinking of you.
Hope everyone is having a lovely weekend. My neglected house needs cleaning -excitement!
Hi Ladies
Yas - I'm so glad your friend came over. What a wonderful person. :hug:
Saffy - I'm so sorry about your cat. It's so heartbreaking. I guess we are just guarding ourselves from the worst case? I don't know I feel better knowing I'm not the only one feeling this. I know I can't change the outcome but it doesn't ease the fear and anxiety. My clinic do 2 BT's the initial one and then a follow up one 7 days later.
Mich - I'm trying to take each appointment as a milestone and not think too far ahead. The 'what if's" creep in.
AFM - I had my BT this morning and levels are fine. HCG 7580 and progesterone 223.1. So next milestone is the 7 week viability scan.
Porsche they are fantastic numbers :D. Congrats!
I'm so sorry Yas :hug:
Porche - not sure why they didnt allow me to do the BT 2 wks before, I guess it depends where you go.
AFM - just waiting for Monday and hoping I have a good result for then ;)
Officially ld now LOL
Hi Ladies
Mia - good luck for Monday.
Maruschke - Eases the mind a little lol. Thank you.
Great numbers Porche :hug: :loveshower:
Thankyou all so much for your support. I was going ok til last night and now I'm feeling really sad. Neither my hcg or progesterone is good. I don't know if I should bother with progesterone support or not. If the numbers haven't risen as they should've by Wednesday I don't know what I'll do.
Sorry for the poor me post.
I'm so happy all your pg's are going well, you all deserve your rainbow babies! Xxxxx
Yas - Big hugs.
Just to let you girls know I will be opting out of this thread again.......had my follow up scan after my hematoma was discovered last week, only to be told bub hasn't shown much growth and the heart rate has dropped. Waiting to talk to the specialist tomorrow but another miscarriage is inevitable. I am struggling more than ever, this is my 4th in 12 months, I was so positive this time as i have been feeling so sick and my HCG levels have been fantastic. Just goes to show. I wish you all the best for your pregnancies xx
Allison :( nooooo that is so not fair. The world sucks big time right now. So sorry to hear the news. :grouphug::
Alison I'm so so sorry. I've been thinking of you today and wondering how you were going. It is all just so incredibly unfair sometimes. I wish I could do something to help take away your pain, but can only send hugs your way.
Alison- no no no, it's just not fair! So so devastated for you. X
Allison - I'm SO sorry for you :hug: sending you lots of love
AFM - I dont want to be incensitive to anyone here so I'm going to make this quick, just to let you ladies know that we got our NT back today and we are low risk so YAY we can start telling ppl now :)
Mia - quietly rejoicing. Enjoy telling everyone your news :).
alison-:hug: that is unbelieveably unfair. I know in my last pregnancy i was 100% certain it was going to be OK and it wasn't- it is a big kick in the guts thats for sure. Please take care hun xx
Mia- great news x
Oh no Alison, I'm so sorry :hug:
Excellent news Mia x
Hi Ladies
Alison - I'm so sorry to hear this news. The world ca be the cruelest palce sometimes. Please take care. Will be thinking or you. :hug:
Mia - That's terrific news on yur NT results. What a relief. Have fun telling everyone :).
Alison- I am so so sorry Hun. It's so unfair :( what's happening to you is cruel...praying for a sticky bubba with all my heart xxxxx
Mia- awesome news :D xx
Alison, my heart just sank when I read your news. Im so sorry. :hug: Nobody should ever go through 4 m/cs in a row. All I can say is that I know what you are going through and how it just rips you apart. I was shocked and started hyperventilating when I saw my still baby on the screen for the fourth time. I couldnt comprehend it. Im sure this is how you are feeling. Cry, yell, scream whatever you need to. Im so sorry. :comfort:
Yas - Im still praying for a miracle for you. :hug:
Mia - Glad to hear your news!
Alison I am so sorry babe.... can't imagine the pain you are going through .. life can be so unfair xoxox
Yas- praying also for you babe xoxo
Mia- congrats hun
DG - hope you are well xx
Hi to everyone else xx
Thanks DG :hug: I'm so so excited that everything is going well with your pg! You don't know how much joy it gives me....I was (and still am) heartbroken for you and your lost angels. Even if my pg doesn't work out, you know what? I'll be devastated for me but so happy that the universe does give out miracles to people I really care about. BAL came home with baby button and you'll finally get your bubba :) for every horrible thing that happens something great happens too :)
:hug: I'm so happy for you xxxxxxx
Chepie- thankyou for your prayers babe :huh: I've been praying for a sticky bubba for you since you lost Hugh. I so hope you have the most boring 25 weeks ever xxxxxx
Alison big :hug: babe
Hi to all you lovely ladies and I wish time would hurry up and you were all holding your rainbow bubba's :hug:
Saffy I'm thinking of you constantly xxxx
I went to see my GP today as I have a bunch of sore lumps on my thigh which I thought maybe is varicose veins.
She sent me immediately to get an ultrasound as she wanted to rule out DVT. Turns out I have some irritated veins and a bunch of varicose veins one of which has a small clot in it. It's not large or blocking anything and the pain has lessened over the week so it will prob take care of itself but she is erring on the side of caution so I'm having another u/s on Friday. Who would have thought that the first scan of my pregnancy would be on my freakin thigh!
Yas, you are so lovely. I hope we both get to hold our rainbow babies, just like BAL is. Still thinking of you. xx
Rach - You poor thing. I hope the clot resolves on its own. Will they give you a sneaky look at bub on Friday?
Yas - you are so beautiful saying those kind things and thinking of others when you're having such a tough time. Make sure you're looking after yourself. I'm hopnig for a positive outcome for you. When will you know more? :hug:
Rach - ugh, who would have thought first ultrasound on the leg! Couldn't they have moved it up a bit to give you a sneak peek of bub? I hope the clot resolves really quickly and glad it wasn't more serious!
Mia- great great news, I know you had a good feeling from your scan but you just want it on paper before you can relax hey? Do you have any more scans before the 20 week?
DG - how a you feeling since your great scan? Good? Is the anxiety creeping back. When's your next scan?
Saffy - did you decide whether you want any results before your 40th? I hope you're doing well :)
I hope everyone else is feeling good or coping anyway! I'm seeing the ob this afternoon. Feeling anxious as usual but not for any particular reason :rolleyes:
Thanks. I thought about asking her to look but she seemed a bit serious-like so I was too scared to ask her!! I don't think I want to incase theres something wrong and that would have been awkward. I'll wait til my OB visit next Friday :)
Hi all,
Mich - How did you you go yesterday? I have a scan on Monday, and Im getting quite anxious about it. I'll be 12w2D at that stage so fingers crossed. My last little one passed at 12w exactly according to the NT scan so thats why I cant relax. If all goes well on Monday I will have my NT scan at 13w.
Rach - I hope all goes well for you this Friday and next.
Yas - Will you get some results today? Praying for good news for you :hug:
I hope monday goes well xoxo:
Hi Ladies
DG - Best of luck for your scan on Monday. Your anxiety is understandable. :hug:.
Rach - Good Luck for Friday FX.