Hey Aries,
Its a good idea to come in here, everyone understands. A psychologist friend once said to me when you have a m/c or pregnancy loss you lose your innocence and the next pregnancies will never be the same. Its so true. I've had a scan every week too, and I only have one in there! Also, its not your fault if anything happens and no one will think it is, I know its hard not to feel that way,every time I m/c I felt like i was letting everyone down.

I'm not coping very well either at the moment I feel like everything is against me, and because my sister is pregnant, and having a dream run, all my problems just seem magnified in my head.
My latest stress is that I had an obs appt yesterday and on the scan she saw an area of bleeding, but she said its in a strange position so she doesn't know what it is. I am having my early morphology scan next week so it will be investigated than. But she said its highly likely it will bleed again as its near my cervix. I didn't ask any more questions, but it just made me so depressed, another thing to worry about.
I also have realised I am going to have to leave work soon as I can't cope physically, so that is stressing me out majorly due to the financial aspect. I am going to try and stick it out for 3 more weeks, then I'm on annual leave for a week.
As for buying things or settling anything up- no chance!

Sorry for the me post, I hope everyone else is going well, nice to see you nearly out of the 1st trimester Joeve!