Hi Girls

Just needing a bit of assurance today. I am 5wks 5 days today I think. I was really good about being in denial but slowly the doubts are creeping back in. I think because now I have booked our 7 weeks scan and it seems more real. Our last scan was very traumatic as we had a missed m/c. So I am both dreading and looking forward to the scan. This stage is so hard, and I know you all know how I feel. Plus we decided not to tell anyone and my mum guessed on Friday morning. On the phone. She rang me to ask how the baby stuff was going and before I had a chance to say anything she said "your pg arn't you???" I know, I can tell, a mother knows these things. I was so stunned I didn't say anything and she kept firing things at me and eventually I caved. WTF!!! How freaky. She doesn't even live here in my town. I said to her it was meant to be a xmas surprise So now I feel like I have jinxed us. Silly I know and I am really trying to shake it off. I have had not bleeding, but I didn't have any last time and sometimes I think its worse as you go on your merry way. Will keep my chin up. Thanks girls xxx