Mine was tiny. Just a wipe on the toilet paper. I wiped three times then it was gone. It has not happened since, thank god. I have been going to the loo every 20 minutes I swear. I just cant bear to lose this baby. Not after last time.

I feel mean now for not talking to it and living in the now instead of living with the fear of last time. I have started talking to BOO (baby of ours) and telling him/her to be tough, strong and fight and to know how much we love and want him/her so badly.