You have valid reasons to be whinging tho... you sound like you're having such a rough trot. Pregnancy doesn't agree with you ? I hope these weeks fly for you

I can't get outa bed. It's so cold. Dd4 is at grandmas and dd2 still asleep . I can't believe it. Putty for this uncomfortable feeling at the top of my stomach. It's like something is stuck up there. Not sure if its related to the heart burn or baby. My stomach has popped out a bit too now...

My cousin is over due and waiting for her bubs to come out. I'm so excited for her and I can't wait. I can't stop thinking about it..... Pregnancy hormones.

Gotta go bk to ob in 3 weeks to get back on the right time. I think then when appointments go to two weeks then 1 week. think I'm starting to change my mind about getting my tubes tied. Heard of too many problems and suds effects including hormonal problems. Heavier periods. Depression. Cysts ... There Is nooooooo way I want to be a hormonal nightmare the rest of my life I just can't risk it... Then I think it's so perminate. And god forbid if something happened to the kids and I wanted to have another. Maybe I'll have to be ok with taking the pill or see how the merina effects me?