Father's Day I wasn't feeling to well and was having some period pains etc and wasn't feeling well, by 6 I had caved and went to the hospital to speak to the midwives. Took mum as hubby looked after kids and thought I'd just be send home. We got a terrible midwife, and have had trouble with her before. She has been there for years and I have no idea why and the rudeness of her would put ppl off and not want to ring... Just like I never do, I said I wanted to speak to someone and explained and she rolled her eyes. Huffed and asked if I had rang first or spoke to my ob. I said no, she took me to the room and started obs and questions and was so horrible and snappy, telling me she didn't want my spiel and just wanted the answers. Rolled her eyes and mum and was rude and told her off and told her to move and get out way and was just nasty.

Anyways she put me on the monitor, checked my knickers , checked for amniotic fluid ... She started to panic as I was having contractions and they were getting stronger and 3 minutes apart. Coz I'm 32 weeks I can't have baby there and she went spastic... So I was organised to go to another hospital.. When hubby came to pick me up she was so rude telling him to run to the car etc so he could pick me up. I was given a tablet to stop the contractions and was admitted to another hospital and have been here since. Been having continual medicine to stop labour and have had one steroid shot for babies lungs and have another this morning.. I only could manage 3 hrs sleep last night.

I'm hope things will ease up and I can be sent home today or tomorrow. Think I'm starting to feel slightly depressed. Stressed and anxious. Having some terrible strange thoughts....