Welcome summery I hope this one works out for you. Must have been very traumatic to lose your little one full term and I know that experience will never leave you. I've lost more than my share but never late stage like that.

Those anniversaries of losses always stay with you don't they. The first one I lost was due on my brother's birthday so I think I'll remember it every year forever.

I'm wondering if I'll reach a stage in this pregnancy that I'll relax and just enjoy being pregnant. I'm only 8 wks so that's still a long way off if it does happen. Though Kbudgie if you're still anxious at nearly term I don't think my chances of relaxing are very good !