well, what a difference a few hours makes and the continued support from here....

wth - thank you thank you. i now have the mantra of 'one day at a time' in my head. it has calmed me greatly. thanks for all the stats too. it really has helped. i feel like a different person and only 3.5hrs has pasted! unbelievable.

greenslw - thanks. from reading your words i have realised my tears today were healing tears. i only cried once over my m/c and i needed that today and i'm glad it happened.

hb - congrats on being back. i wish you a h & h pregnancy.

megsmum - thanks for your words. i really appreciate it and god knows i needed them! i will continue to talk to my bubba. i keep telling it to make sure its found a good place to stick and to burrow right in there!

lauren22 - it is a head battle. we need to keep thinking positive things. i really don't want to wish my pregnancy away. i want to enjoy the journey. we can enjoy the road together!

i can't thank you all enough. it is obvious to me now that i needed that breakdown. i could feel it brewing and i am much better for it. your words are priceless. they mean so much. i look forward to sharing this wonderful journey and getting to the end.

dh and i have just had a beautiful dinner of steamed atlantic salmon and veges. now i'm off to read a pg book.

one day at a time......