Murraycod your post made me post lol its actually only the 2nd time I have stalked so not bad. The first was a few days ago to see if anyone was in here super early like myself. I think by my dates I am 6wks1day today. We had a scan last Tuesday that showed the fetal pole measuring .33mm or maybe cms. The FS put me as been 6wks then but the CRL definately wasn't as big as a 6wk one so I am still going by my dates. LMP put me at 6wks the date of the scan. And no HB which I guess is normal considering I think I was about 5wks3/4days at the time. FS said I can have a scan at 12weeks so it feels like a very very long time away. I saw him basically to confirm this pregnancy wasn't ectopic so he see's no reason now that is confirmed its not for me to have another before the 12weeks. I am just so anxious to find out this pregnancy will progress and am really worried I'll have that scan at 12weeks to find out emby has stopped growing with no HB. I am terrified actually. Although its so early I already feel we have come so far just getting pregnant and then it not been ectopic. If something happens I think I'll honestly just give up. So right not I am abit of a mess. I didn't expect to be so anxious and thats why my posts have reduced on the forum as frankly I am ashamed of how I feel. I know some of the other lovely ladies in the LTTTC threads would give an arm or a leg to be in this position and all I can do is panick as my ms isn't bad enough or my boobs dont hurt as much as yesterday etc. Its such a mind game for me at the moment.

Kit Congratulations on finding out your having a lovely little boy. Woohoo. And a huge Congratulations to everyone else.

Murray migraines can be cruel. I had my 1st one when I was pregnant 4yrs ago. It was so bad my speech was slurred, couldn't walk without running into things it was horrendous. I hope its passed completely and doesn't come back. Since then I have had a number of them and there nasty nasty things.

The 12week scans are amazing. You can see so much. It feels like a lifetime away for me lol. Half way there (from LMP)
Oh Hun, you are so right about this all being a mind game! So what if the LTTTCer would give anything in your position, they dont know what you are going through so its not up to the to judge you! Nor are any of us, but thats why you post here rather than in other threads as this is the place that you can talk about all your fears, rather than jus the ones that are aceptable to others!

I had an ectopic in Feb so i can relate. I had a scan at 5weeks and then had to wait til 12. It was a bloody long time after no seeing a HB! You could always go to a new GP and get a referal for a scan... They dont hav to know you have had one! Good luck and i know that it feels weird to come in here on a downer when some of us are talking about positive stuff, buts thats only cause are are over our emotional humps at the moment. Everyone was so nuce to me when i had my moments!

Ferrals: i too think of your scan often! 4weeks hun, we can make it!

Murray: Such lovely words!