Forshelby- I hope u got some sleep last night, but if not I hope ur that one step closer to holding that beautiful little baby of urs!! Cant wait to hear the news!!

Jennajayen- How are u going?? Baby still quite comfy in there?? Hope its not too much longer for u too!

Mildez- Oh that sounds awful! I think I wld be going to get checked out. Im so glad I havent had any vomiting or diarroea this pg.. it wld freak me out! I wld be sure that it was from the softserve icecream i ate last week or something! Im miss paranoid tho. Has anyone got it in ur family?? I hope ur feeling better soon... u need to be in tip top health to birth ur beautiful little girl.. which really isnt too far away at all!

Clairesmummy- Lovely to see ur name pop up again. I hope ur doing alright xx

Kell- How are u going?? Are u on weekly appointments yet?? Mine start up next week, i cant believe its almost april... yay!!! I hope our babies dont decide to wait til may tho...

WannabeMum- Good luck with ur test results today! How frustrating if u do have GD this early... they normally dont do the test til like 28 weeks hey which i think wld be more bearable.. then its only 12 weeks to get thru worrying about ur diet! Good luck with the testing next week!

Alish- Yay for a great scan the other day! (sorry i know im late) Only another few weeks til u get to have another one!!

Dory- Happy 6 month bday to little HB!! Wow doesnt time fly!!

Joeve- Welcome! And good luck at ur 2nd lot of bt's today! Hopefully u get the results back quicksmart so u can relax a little!

Melster- How are u going??

A big hello to everyone else too! I cant go back any further on this page to read older posts.

AFM- Im still doing alright. Im feeling a bit too nervous and paranoid tho. Every morning and throughout the night Im constantly waiting to feel baby move. I normally dont have to wait too long but this morning it took like 10 mins of me and dh talking to it and gently prodding. Longest 10 mins ever! Why cant i just have a bit of faith!!

Im also really really anxious about babies position, its been head down for the last couple months but a few days ago i had a big feeling it had turned into the breech position because suddenly the kicks changed sides and were sometimes a bit lower. I went to the school where my mum works and theres a lovely nurse that works there in the office with her.. i got her to have a bit of a feel yesterday because i really cldnt tell if i was feeling a head or bottom pushing against my ribs.. she assured me that it was definitely head down but had just changed sides of my tummy. But then come last night baby had a huge movement and looked sideways in my tummy! So im really hoping it hasnt turned head up now! My ob. assured me last week that once baby is head down its highly unlikely for it to turn this late... so why cant i just believe him and stop worrying myself with it!
I dont know why im being so silly about it, there is still plenty of time if baby did go into the breech position for it to turn but i guess im just so worried about having to have a c/s. The worrying just never ends!!!! Im trying to make a deal with myself to stop prodding and poking the poor little thing and just accept that its happy in there! (oh and then im constantly thinking if it keeps changing positons what happens if the cord gets in the way and stops it breathing... GRRRRRRR at me!)

One more little paranoid thing ive gotta get out is.. I still havent done anything in the babies room! Whenever i buy something Im just kinda throwing it in on the floor and shutting the door back up. Its an absolute shambles in there! I just need to get in there and sort it out! I have almost cleaned the whole rest of the house.. like scrubbed the inside walls.. washed down the outside of our house.. cleaned out cupboards etc.. everything except for the babies room! Ive had to stop saying to ppl that im just not ready yet.. cos how can u not be ready at 35 weeks pregnant??! When am i going to be ready???! I honestly think the answer to that is once i have baby home with us. But i dont want to wait til then, i want to be organised! I think ive just got it in my head that if something happens and we dont take this baby home atleast i wont have to face the nursery that i have put time and effort into making beautiful.. i can just leave it a mess and the door shut forever! Im so annoyed at myself for being so anxious when i really dont have any reason to be.

Anyway... enough negativity from me... on a happier note.. i went shopping a couple days ago and bought some clothes for my hospital stay.. some b/f tops and bras, pjs.. etc. So im feeling a little more organised! Altho i spent like $300 and feel awful about it. I hate spending money.. i find it really hard! But oh well it feels nice to have some new stuff.

Alright i better go, well done if u have read to here.. thanks for listening to my ramblings!

xx