Sleep arrr I almost forget what thats like. I was thinking I was in early labour but I think its now fizzled out. I'm so so tired so I'll be going back to bed in a moment. I'd clean the house if there were not 3 people sleeping at the moment. The washing machine etc is a little loud at 1am in the morning. Well I may have had a show, I may not have. I don't know whats going on. My back is killing me and I've had some niggles. The stuff coming out down below is like a show but the wrong colour. Its such a large amount I need to wind it up with the loo paper to clean up down there. Its exactly like my last show in consistency just not colour. There is literally no colour to it. Anyway when this happened with DD she was born less then 24hrs later but hers also was very coloured which is why I dont know if it is or not although the amount is excessive. I have an Ob appointment at lunch time today so I'll ask him and hopefully he will do a speculum (he wont do a VE seeing as he wont want to start anything and thats all I need probably to get the ball rolling seeing as I'm niggling) What ever is coming out is heaps but I'm sure my waters haven't broken as its thick alhtough my pants are damp.

JJ I hope something exciting is happening for you down below and you miss your ARM on Wednesday as little miss has already arrived. I've still got 2weeks until my EDD but am starting to feel its dragging a little. I'm not complaining but will admit these last few weeks are hard.

T-Hopes hope you have a great scan today. Nope I'm still working. I'm suppose to work today but I think I might give it a miss. Maybe I can be up there labouring instead lol. Oh how tragic but. There already short staffed and if I cancel that means there is 2 midwives down. Not happy Jan. Last shift is 5th April (I'm only doing 5hr shifts now 5pm-10pm) I have a feel now I wont be making it until then. Thursday would be such a great day to have a baby. Even Wednesday would do. I like even numbers but I have child care for DD on Thursday.

Well as I've spent 30mins writting this nothing has happened. I feel nothing else down below and no niggles just back pain. Of to bed and see if I can string a little longer together.