melster~ i wish i had some great words of wisdom.But my thoughts and prayers are with you i hope that you can get into the drs and get a scan.

Angelicdragon~ wishing you the best at your scan. I understand how stressful this all can be.

Ferrals~ it makes me happy to hear that you went out and bought baby cloths. I have bought somethings but i still need more since i am not having a babyshower but i have been holding off due to worrying about if something goes wrong but your last two post has made a big difference about how i feel
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AFM~ its thanksgiving is here today its just me and my bf which i am happy about. Please everyone don't think that i am a horrible person when it comes to my bf kids. I am just consered about when the baby comes they are always sick with something, the youngest one has issues with controling her anger she has gotten phisical with her younger step~sister who is three and she has already pushed her numiuos times. There is actually room in there bedroom for the baby to be for a couple of month but i dont feel safe at all. When they come its just really stressful. My bf 95% of the time is on the computer or wacthing tv so everything is left up to me. The cooking and cleaning and right now i am so tired that i dont have the engery for this. Also if you dont keep an eye on them they will be distroying everything thing. His oldest one loves to talk to me which i love and she tells me the stuff that is gong on at her home. Which is horrible she is ten and she is left doing all the cleaning and watching her younger sisters while her mom sleeps becouse she got 6 hours of sleep and was on the internet all day. I feel that my hands are tied i tryed to get someone involed but nothing ever came of it. I love these kids like they were my own. but i also have to worry about my baby this is coming in feb.