Tegam - I'll second that! I woke up in the middle of the night all sweaty so I had to rip off my nightie and sleep topless, LOL. I think DP wondered what i got up to during the night when he woke up for work.

Reet - Nope, the bosses never get cranky when I arrive. Because there's so many people there I just move around and when someones phone rings or they have something to do I move on and come back later. My old boss is especially fond of my visits, I usually sit beside her at her desk and let her inspect the belly lol. It's nice to feel so welcome even though I don't work there anymore. I'm free to just stroll on in and move around the building as I please whereas other visitors aren't. Lucky me. About your puppy, nobody is truly gone as long as we remember them. I think that goes for pets too. I think it's definitely harder for you being your first loss of a pet, and the fact that you're pg. Heck I cried watching Friends the other day, lol. Try not to indulge in the 'if onlys'. There's nothing that can be done now to change it. Don't feel guilty either, as it's not your fault. It's just a matter of taking each day as it comes, and grieving as you need to. But don't for one second think you did anything to cause this, because you didn't. Like I said before, you can talk about your furbaby all you want. If you need to be captain bringdown for a while, I'd be happy to be your loyal sidekick, I just need a decent name.

Angelfish - Ugh it just gets worse and worse! Get yourself some good character witnesses. Can you testify also? I'm pretty sure YOU would know him pretty well. Also, perhaps her definition of emotionally abusive is 'no longer focussed solely on her'. It seems she's jealous that you're pg and she won't be the only woman with babies he's thinking about now. Is it possible for you to speak to her at all? How would she feel if someone was piling all this stress onto her during her last weeks of pregnancy? Maybe you can appeal to her sense of decency, if she has one.

Ferrals - Funny how we always want what we don't have no matter what it is. I'm jealous that you still have your job! LOL. I get so bored and lonely here by myself all day...... but I do enjoy the sleep. Not long now and you can be bored like me, LOL.

AFM - Not really much to report. It's hot here and I'm just dying for the weekend to come so I have DP home with me and I don't have to be so bored all the time. I know, I won't be bored when this bubby arrives, but right now I feel like I've been at home for an ETERNITY~!