Pregnancy after miscarriage or loss ~ October 2010

[angelicdragon]

poking my head in
Mel I hope I will be your due date buddy. I am due July 15th.
I was wondering where I could post where people would understand my fears. I have had so many losses that for each living child I have had about 4 losses. Not good betting odds.
Anyhow
I caved in and had betas done coz my Dr wanted them done.
16dpo 414
19dpo 903 (DT 53hr) Progesterone 67
21dpo 1365 (DT 80 hrs) progesterone 53.
The doubling time from betabase if you do just the first and last is 65 hrs average. But the progesterone is really good.
I am very tired, quite nauseous and sore bbs. Already had to part with my favourite bra as it was cutting in. Probably old wives tales but everything points to this one being a girl.
I'd love to be able to hang out with others who have angels and know the fears.
My noticeable angels are
Annabelle, stillborn @ 31 wks
Joey @11w4d after seeing a h/b at 6wks, 9wks and doppler at 10w6d.
Ethan @ 7wks after seeing a h/b at 5w4d and 6w3d
identical twins @ 9 wks this year.
I have had many chem pg and quite a few early losses around 6 wks with poor betas.

This is a hard road we travel but the destination is worth it.

hugs
Jude