Hey Embo

So happy for your BFP !! I put my cycle details into then EDD calculator and I am due 23rd June as well (I think?!). I am trying not to think about it too much.

I know how you feel about not being as excited. I am so pleased to be pregnant again cause it means the first one in July wasnt a fluke, but I just cant seem to let myself believe that it is actually going to 'stick'. I have been given some medication to take until the next scan (14th Nov) but the wait is killing me!! I keep doing pregnancy tests every 2 or 3 days to check if its still there. I cant wait another 2 weeks and go ion blind for the scan and then be guttered in the doctors clinic and have to walk out in tears in front of everyone. Is that weird to keep testing???

I really want to get excited but I really need to see a heart beat before I believe its real.

HPL - i am so sorry this is happening to you. My heart breaks every time I hear of a precious baby leaving.

Fingers crossed for everyone.