I posted here along while back, when I was pregnant with Gaby (3)... and I've just rejoined, so thought I'd pop back in, because I remember this board was sooooooo great when I was preg with Gab!

I'm Emma (26), I live in NZ & am 25w pregnant with DD#2 (Emersyn, due June 23). I have had 4 past losses, 2 were before I got pregnant with Gaby & 2 happened after I had Gaby & before I got pregnant with Emersyn..
Nov 2001 @ 10w4d
Nov 2005 @ 5w4d
2006 - DD was born Oct 26
Oct 2007 @ 8w0d (ectopic pregnancy, lost right tube)
Jan 2008 @ 6w1d
2009 - found out I was pregnant with Emersyn, on October 11th

Although my losses were all 1st trimester, the anxiety has followed me right the way through, and I'm still convinced that 'something is going to happen' & I'll lose this little one.. even though I know things are looking great, and she's very active... I have an anxiety disorder, so I guess it doesn't exactly make things any eaiser - but it has made me decide that this is going to be my last pregnancy, because I cannot handle the extreme anxiety, throughout another 9 months... not good for me, not good for my child(ren!)...

I'm 25w4d today & can't believe how fast this is all going - it's very exciting, particularly now that I'm getting nice strong, regular movements from Emersyn. I am high risk due to having epilepsy, and some unexplained bleeding episodes (the last at 20w) - so I'm being seen A LOT, and start growth u/s every 4 weeks, at 28w (not that I mind seeing Emersyn again!). This pregnancy has been a lot more stressful than my pregnancy with Gaby. I will be having an elective repeat c/s at 38 or 39w, and they'll be tying my remaining tube at the same time...