Thank you BD, I really appreciate it... I am so nervous... its like I don't believe this could be real.. like with the other 3 pregnancies, I expect something to go wrong...

Thanks LHB, I can't believe you are still going through strong pg symptoms. I guess I am just worried the pregnyl is hidding or masking what is really happening with the pregnancy. I to used to get really sick after an injection and now I don't notice any difference. I am just constantly sick, and tired, dizzy as well. My boobs are sore but they don't constantly ache like they used to? my DH is too scared to bond with this baby... every other pregnancy he would talk to my belly... with this one he is too scared in case we lose another one. Since his father died which was 2 years ago (taken from us tragically) he hasn't dealt with death very well at all. Not that dealing with death is easy but he hates even being in a hospital now. Even if its just for a check up...
I wish I was a patient person... I know I just need to wait until my scan... I just wish there was a way you could know. I wish I had one of those machines that you can hear the heart beat. You see them on TV shows... wish I could have one just to check everyday. Wouldn't that be nice....